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Induced to kiss her mother's corpse in its casket on two kitchen chairs in the front room

After exactly a year of mourning her father remarried and she was sent to her Aunt Cécile

Cécile put candy in her room the first night, it was on her windowsill when she jumped up to close the sash in the morning

In her nightshirt with tiny blue flower pattern, saddle-blanket gray felt slippers with forest green piping

Most of a century ago

That winter she drew a fine map of Canada in considerable detail. The teacher accused her of tracing it and she never forgot the humiliation

She feared wolves in the woods on the mountainside behind Cécile's where she went to bring in the cows

There were no wolves, only Acadian memories of them

Wolves and Indians, Indians and wolves

Excuses, symptoms, hysterics

Yolk yellow, greener, stronger than gamboge, stronger than light chrome yellow

Living near water always better than living at the edge of the woods

On Seven Mile Bridge she exclaims at the openness of all the water, it reminds her of Cape Breton

South Florida full-sail Spanish galleon cumulus up from the Caribbean

Red mangrove, frangipani, paper bark, screw palm, Manila palm, fan palm, royal poinciana, sapodilla tree

"That wonderful water with its varied hues, a light shade of olivine runs into indigo that fades into the almost milky whiteness of dead coral. A patch of moss-agate colored seagrass"

In old Key West before electricity, starlight cast vague shadows and the moonlight on the white coral streets was extraordinary

Gumbo limbo tree, night-blooming cereus, Norfolk Island pine, kapok tree, woman's tongue tree, Cuban royal palm, coconut palm, Canary Island date palm, Latania palm, traveler's tree

Bistec Delmonico, bistec de palomilla, empanizadas, aporreado de tasajo, boliche asado, enchilado de langosta, enchilado de camarón, camarón relleno, cangrejo relleno, pollo asado

Cuban yellow rice saffron yellow, chicken fat yellow

Azafranado

Solares Hill

Mandingo, Fulani, Hausa, Ibu, Ijo, Yoruba

Ñañigo and Brujeria

The Brujeria god is Olorum

The Ñañigo gods are Ecue, son of Abassi, Chango, god of punishment, Yemaya of the air, Negues, genius of evil, Ñañga, the supreme evil

And the Christian god, God

Like the white space of Fra Angelico's Healing of Palladia

Loft and carry

Stand back twenty feet from Gauguin's Landscape at le Pouldu for the vertigo of plunging bank and clouds, the colors erupt. Move in close, the colors go dull and the painting is flat

Right now the lake is black bean black with decaying oak leaf tannin

Yellow madder is Dutch pink

The Doxology came to the Virginia colony, Quaker silence to Philadelphia, Ñañigo from Cuba to Key West

Piddocks and limpets, shipworms and barnacles

Durrell has died in France

General MacArthur was only five feet nine

Hay, greener and duller than dusty yellow, a grayish greenish yellow deeper than yellow stone

Solenhofer limestone polished slabs with the earliest bird fossils, Archaeopteryx lithographica, graphiced within them from the end of the Jurassic

The first feathers

All perfectly logical that birds evidently developed from small carnivorous dinosaurs, and that flight developed from the ground up, not from the tree down

Out from Miami International below the right wing is West End Point, Pinders Point, Freeport and the shallow swash of Little Bahama Bank

Foul-weather gear yellow

MIA to EWR

Wind over water

Parthia traded mainly with China and Rome, and Parthia did its best to keep China and Rome apart

And two thousand years ago there were forty distinct monarchies in Bactria and the Indo-Pakistani offshoots of Bactria and Sogdiana

Yellow desert dust

Wind blowing sand

The whole of the eastern Mediterranean's hinterland was politically coherent then, often literate, organized into old and prosperous Hellenistic states

Most summers she and her sister drove with their parents from Tehran to vacation on the beach in Beirut, would stop to see her Kurdish grandparents in Kermanshah, then an easy day across to Baghdad before the long run across the Syrian Desert to Damascus

Pollen, mostly yellow, from flowering hardwoods powders outside surfaces in May

Quince yellow, greener and darker than colonial yellow, greener and stronger than mustard yellow, and greener, lighter and stronger than brass

Lascivious laughing faces as Updike reads his nudist story

Their clubbish fussiness, taking their clothes, themselves and their smug reserve so seriously, his Waspy fans

He has difficulty pronouncing some of the Latin and Italian words he uses

Breadbox minds, Northeastern American exclusivity through property ownership, bonds, and holding action stewardship

Nearly half of Mexico suffers some degree of malnutrition now

As does the West Bank and Gaza

Not a matter of regions but of rights ignored, privilege assumed, inequities

Venetian yellow is amber yellow

The Parthenon, the Baths of Caracalla, the Colosseum, Palestrina's Fortuna. And then in another thousand years the gigantic Gothic

A fourteen story building could fit beneath the vaults of Beauvais Cathedral

Titian's all-engulfing loft, accession and completion, to the roof, a humanistic universe impossible now to scale, to even manage to perceive

Our office lobby and hotel glitz, jerry-built in comparison

One morning on via d'Aquino in a November scarlet dawn, crossed the swing bridge to the Citta Vecchia and the station to catch the morning train into Calabria

Where they dived for murex there in the harbor two thousand years ago, now there is an oil refinery and a rusty, weedy naval base

Taranto was Taras when Lysippus, probably the best Hellenistic sculptor of all, arrived after his patron Alexander died

In the way that Iberia was California to the Romans, the Hellenistic California was Magna Graecia

Theocritus, that reluctant Alexandrian originally from Siracusa and Cos, held a central ideal of the Mediterranean's naturescape not as evasion but as ataraxy within reach

From Taranto on around Italy's empty instep where Sybaris, Croton and Metapontum lay, pass to Cosenza and Reggio as if along some gleaming boreal blank Canadian bay

Almond is pale to moderate yellow with an orange tint

Theophrastus, author of Characters and Aristotle's pupil, reputedly wrote a book called The Absurd

Yellow fat, blue thin

Hasuchia is translated as peace and quiet

Athens in 313BC with 35,000 resident aliens, 84,000 citizens, 400,000 slaves

Epheboi, paides, neoi

One in twenty medieval Europeans was leprous and most had other skin diseases

In 1400 there was one church for every 250 people throughout the Christian world

A ratio still similar across the American South

Stepping back relieved after the Ciaccona of Bach's Partita no. 2 in D Minor, she held her violin low at her side as though it were alive

Then played the Franck A Major as if entertaining friends

The balance, flexibility and potency of the late-century proliferation of Japanese culture is something like the expansion of Hellenistic culture following Alexander

Since it has little bedrock other than lava, Japan imports most of its building stone

Arch, barrel vault, ring vault, groin vault, dome

Kandinsky's Composition No. 6

Yellow carmine is Dutch orange

The present modes of scientific research are the theoretical, the experimental, the computational

Followed by, some would say, the public relations imperative

Belleek is pale yellow, is champagne

Cloudy amber is golden green

Miro's Birth of the World, 1940

Already years ago coyotes completed their spread back into every state and province on the continent

Eyeshine

Between Bodega and Valley Ford, Sonoma County on the Marin County line, the big CIA base lies low, fenced like a late-century prison farm

Los esteros

We pried five gallons of mussels off the rocks below Bodega Head

Northern harrier, common goldeneye, northern pintail, green-winged teal, bufflehead, ruddy duck, western gull, California gull, western sandpiper, least sandpiper, sanderling, black-necked stilt, hermit thrush

The lake here back east has gone winter dead gray, brown

No wolves, no Indians and the South Florida cumulus build almost every afternoon


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